The remoarse from words you say to people.. you just you bully people until they don’t wanna live anymore because, they feel worthless and unloved. You never know what that person has been through and how your words can effect them but,what really, pisses me off is judgeing people that you never even talked you before or never met..

That is one thing I to change about  the world.

warning, this isn’t to anyone personally. Just spreading my thoughts to anyone who cares.

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Darkness falls,
relief,
all the prying eyes
have lost their daytime luster,
these eyes are like wolves
waiting to devour the reputation,
what a fool i have become,
how the darkness comforts me,
now as a nocturnal beast i roam,
dark thoughts
in the dark night.

I want to start by saying I need to get these things of my chest. Only few know about them and it is kind of eating me alive that no one else knows this.. 

1st thing… 

I have been in consouling since I was eleven for abuse/rape… 

I finally got out of it last year. I feel uncomfortable telling the whole story. 

 2nd thing…  

I have been arrested for something my mom did and said that I did. 

It still haunts me that I have been there. 

3rd… 

I moved to my dad’s because my mom locked me in a closet for two weeks. 

I still come to visit her and every time I come back home with bruises but, I hide them.  

4th…  

I laugh to stop from crying. 

- These only like 3 people know.. 

I wanted to write these down because I am tired of hiding them. 

It all started when I was 5 when my mom got pregnant. I prayed and prayed.. that she would be a girl. 

When it was delivory time..

I had to stay at my neighbors when my mom came back my dreams had finally came true.  

I had a baby sister.

I sometimes wish I could have prayed for my mom to have a miscarriage but, when all comes good. I love every second of my sisters being..

I love you, Justice Lucinda Mary Martinez.    

I am so tired of dating, not me but, friends.. 

I say hey, and they are all like “I am too busy for you, I am talking to my girlfriend.” 

Now, I have like no one to talk to.. 

I wish there was a way that they could talk to me too. 

I am still a person…